You Already Feel It
You have succeeded at everything except the thing that matters most.
You have built something real. The career, the family, the discipline. People look at your life and see a man who has it together. But you know the truth. There is a quiet ache beneath the surface that no amount of achievement can touch. A wildness inside you that has gone tame. A connection to God that you sense is real but cannot seem to reach on your own. You are not broken. You are caged. And some part of you already knows it.
I know because I have lived every part of that sentence. I lost my father at nine. I nearly died on a ski slope. I have been through seven surgeries, a divorce, a decade of rebuilding, and a spiritual awakening in the Amazon that changed everything. I am a naturopathic doctor who built companies serving tens of thousands of families. But the work that changed my life was not the wide circle. It was the inner one. And that is the work I now do with men like you.
What if the ache you have been carrying is not a wound, but an invitation?
Why I Can Guide You
I am not speaking from theory. I am speaking from scars.
The First Fire
At nine years old, I watched cancer take my father. He was forty two. In that loss, a furnace was lit inside me. I made a vow I did not fully understand yet: I would learn how to heal. I would learn how to keep people alive.
The Body as Teacher
I turned my pain into physical discipline. Competitive bodybuilding taught me what it means to sculpt something from suffering, to use the body as a container for will. It was not the destination, but it was the training ground.
Fit Father Project
What began as a mission became a movement. Fit Father Project and later Fit Mother Project grew into companies serving tens of thousands of families. The wide circle was expanding. I was helping men reclaim their vitality, their energy, their lives.
The Tree
I ignored an intuition to slow down on a ski slope and slammed into a tree at full speed. Shattered leg. Broken arm. Nearly died. Seven surgeries over the next decade, including a leg lengthening procedure. In the wreckage, something clarified. The body is not the whole story. There is something deeper holding us together that no surgeon's hand can reach.
The Amazon
A plant medicine journey in the Amazon opened a door I did not know existed. In the jungle, with the fire and the medicine and the silence, I met parts of myself I had been running from my whole life. I sat in total darkness for a week. I stopped running. I found a direct, personal, felt communion with God that was mine alone.
The Inner Circle
The wide circle still turns. Fit Father and Fit Mother continue to serve. But the innermost circle is opening. Sacred, slow, one man at a time. I am being called to bring other men to the center I have found. This is the work I was built for. The work that requires all of me.
The cage you built is not who you are. The fire inside you is.
The Work
This is not coaching. This is fire.
You do not need another program. You do not need more information. You need someone who has walked the path you are standing at the edge of and can walk it with you. This work begins with an in person meeting. You come to me, or I come to you. From there, we go deep together across five phases. Body, spirit, ceremony, life, and integration. Each one designed to bring you home to the man you actually are.
Physical Alignment
We train the body. Jaw to spine alignment, hanging, moving, twisting. Cardiovascular activation, nitric oxide. Cleaning the digestive tract. Living foods. Connecting daily routine with natural alignment. Strength, agility, full embodied vitality. The body is the first honest mirror.
Spiritual Exploration
We explore the deepest questions: Who are you? Where do you come from? Why are you here? What is the alignment from your center? We develop your direct relationship with God, one that is real, yours, and direct. Not inherited. Not performative. Yours.
Ceremony
At the right point in the work, we go into nature, by the fire. You take sacred medicine in a legal container. I play the flute. You go deep within yourself. I hold space. This is not recreational. This is the ancient work of meeting yourself in the dark and coming back whole.
Life Alignment
We examine your relationships, your fears, your mission, your daily patterns. We do the forgiveness work, the clearing, the rebuilding. We plan adventures. We make radical shifts where they are needed. At the midpoint, I come to your home. We do it together.
Integration and Release
I teach you my system. The movements, the nutrition, the stillness practices, the prayer life, the daily alignment. May it serve you for life. The work has an ending. I am not building dependency. I transmit what I know and send you back into your life, transformed and free.
Recognition
You already know if this is for you.
Where you are now
You have built the life you were supposed to want and you know something essential is missing. There is a deeper, wilder call in your spirit that you have gone tame against. The weight of responsibility and routine has boxed you in. Your physical health is not where you want it to be. You crave adventure but you are stuck in a loop.
You want a real connection with God but everything you have tried feels performative. You are escaping: doom scrolling, self medicating, maybe drinking too much, eating poorly. You feel the misalignment in your bones. You are not broken. You are caged. And you are ready to break out.
Where this takes you
Fully alive. Centered in your power. Connected to God directly, through your own knowing, not someone else's script. Physically strong, aligned, vibrant. Your relationships mending, deepening, becoming honest. Planning and living adventures again. Leading your family and your mission from center.
This is not optimization. Not biohacking. Not a weekend retreat. This is the sacred, full spectrum work of becoming who you actually are. It requires radical honesty, time, emotional availability, and openness to plant medicine work. The men who are ready do not need to be convinced. They feel it.
The Agreements
What you can expect from me.
You will be met exactly where you are. No judgment. No performance required.
You will have a guide beside you, not above you. This is not guru work. This is two men in the fire together.
Your space will be sacred and confidential. Whatever emerges stays between us.
You will receive the full weight of everything I have learned: the medicine, the spiritual practice, the hard won lessons from my own breaking and rebuilding.
You will leave with a system that can serve you for life. Movements, nutrition, stillness, prayer, daily alignment.
This work has an ending. You will not need me forever. I transmit what I know and send you back into your life, transformed and free.
Stay Close
Letters from the Fire
If you feel the pull but are not ready to step in yet, start here. These are not newsletters. They are transmissions from the inner work: reflections, stories, and hard won lessons written from the fire. Something in these words may be the match that lights what is already waiting inside you.
Every crossing begins
with a single conversation.
Your Move
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There is no pitch on the other side of this form. No sales call. Just a real conversation between two men to see if the fire between us is real. You will know within minutes whether this is your path.
Be honest when you write. Drop the resume version of yourself. The work begins the moment you stop performing.